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说好的幸福呢『魔杰座』 周杰伦
Thursday, October 30, 2008,

你的回话凌乱着

在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了


情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了


时间过了 走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了 倦了 我哭了

离开时的不快乐

你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这 真的痛了


怎么了 你累了

说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了

爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着

你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得


你不等了

说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了

放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢


怎么了 你累了

说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了

爱淡了 梦远了 我都还记得

10:04 PM

a hole in dam
Thursday, October 16, 2008,

Sabotaged by the notorious terrorists, they left a huge hole in the dam in a blast explosion that threatened the heart of the city located downstream. Authorities had evacuated the people immediately, in view of the possibility of flash flood. hours after the explosion, the dam gave way to the overwhelmed floodwater. Water came gushing down, destroying everything in its path. Despite the early evacuation, thousands were caught in the flash flood. Government attempted to salvage the situation, pleading for domestic aid from neighbouring countries. Deputy Defense General said,"The damage had been done, there isn't much we can do but to rebuild the city."



Fortunately, all this was just a story.

9:24 PM


I am so lost. lost to fight. lost to passion.
i admitted that i didn't really do a good job as to what i had promised.
lost to game. lost to opportunity.
things gotten out of control last night. (As far as i know, the walls have ears) it gotten
lost to time. lost to people. lost to myself.
to the point of collateral damage and that sucks pretty much.i just feel like running away.. away from all these sad sad stuffs.
lost to emotion. lost to identity. lost to friends.

its hard to play our roles and its taking a toll on ourselves, to the point we experiences the extreme. happiness and sorrow. sob sob
lost to quarrel. lost to diligence. lost to luck.

i am tired of why we always quarrel.. is this suppose to be like this? i am feeling rather depressed about the fact. why quarrel?
lost to projects. lost to quizzes. lost to reports.
cos we don't see things in common? give and take? i think those words disappeared in our dictionary
lost to reputation. lost to face. lost to radio.

things going down hill again. haiz. so so so many problems arised... why cant things like in the beginning?
lost to communication. lost to msn.

smooth riding and problem free.. why? why? i haven't had a good rest for the past 2
lost to solidworks. lost to will. lost to attitude.
months, even after i got my room in hall. tired tired to the max.
lost aptitude. lost to you. lost to love.

apparently, things haven't gotten any better than before. i don't know what is wrong...
lost to temper. lost to pressure.

lost to stress. lost to pride. lost to ego.

7:43 PM